I got my mojo back in a beautiful sun-filled revelation from the magic emanating from my flip flops.
It evokes thoughts of clicking heels and saying “There is no place like home”.
A few days ago as I was walking down the street with Bodhi (my enlightened dog) in the wonderfully warming sun donning my flip flops, I suddenly felt the excitement of being me again; I could see my beauty and strength from such a place of pure joy.
I am the happiest at the beach, I grew up on the water and spent most of my life by the beach. I would be totally happy to just wear bikini’s, sarongs, flip flops and sand. 9 years ago I decided to move to Portland to try something new, and my friends and family thought that I was crazy. How can a beach person live an hour away from the beach? But I needed a change, the beach scene can get lackadaisical and being ambitious I felt a new challenge waiting for me in Portland.
Now I know why I had to come here, I have learned so much, but through it all I became sick, tired, sad and misplaced my mojo.
My mojo of walking, talking, dancing, singing, drawing, laughing and playing.
Then as I was walking, feeling as I usually do when I am at the beach, a huge weight was lifted from my chest, I could see what had been happening to me and my mojo instantly returned.
I could feel the sway of my hips again, my way of walking, my way of smiling, my way of laughing and loving. My old self was back! I was so happy and everything was glowing.
In that moment I realized how much disappointment, sadness and anger had been living on top of my heart for years stemming from my long term illness, that I was holding for myself and my husband.
I could see how I had been living in limited love for so long. I couldn’t believe that I had been living like this. Me, someone who lives in a daily meditation of love, how could I have been living like that?
It was, of course, another lesson, that there is always more, there are infinite amounts of love and I had been limiting it because I was trying to hold on to something that was once love, but was no longer so.
Then I was thinking why do we do that, why do we hold on to love, why do we try to make it stay the same?
I was sacrificing for love again.
Then my flip flop broke!
In that first instant I was so upset, but as soon as I took a breath, I started to laugh. Everything in my 3D world is an expression of myself and my subconscious.
Through all this processing that I have been doing, the effect of my causes are coming very quickly. It was my Guides again, you are not your old self, you are new, why would you want to go back there? You are new in each moment, do not work towards what you used to be, or what you think you used to be. You start new in each moment, find your mojo in this moment, Now!
Ahha, so my flip flops helped to bring the mojo back, but then they had to go because I need to access the unlimited flow of love myself, I can’t depend on flip flops.
What are your magic flip flops?
How are you holding on to the past? How are you sacrificing for love?
For thousands of years women have been sacrificing for love, going without so that others could have. Now is our time to turn all the power of our love on ourselves, this is the only true love.
We can love others, but without that fully blown love for ourselves we can not feel the totality of the love that we desire. It will always feel lacking in some way.
How can you live more fully in the infinite Love of the Universe?
It is time to look at yourself clearly and truly understand what it is that you want with a passion. Doing the mirror meditation is a great place to start (check out the mirror meditation challenge), as well as doing squares.
Squares is a technique that Leslie Temple Thurston developed to help bring your subconscious to light. The more aware you are of what is living in your subconscious the easier it is to see what is holding you back. Here is a link to the squares technique.
True self love is knowing and loving all parts of yourself. What is holding you back from the purest form of love available to you?
How will you get your mojo back? I would love to hear.
Much Love,
Jacquelyn
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