This morning I woke up with a renewed sense of my full power. Some of you may know that I have been struggling on and off with Lyme disease for a few years. I thought that it was gone last year, but it came back this April and it has been a rollercoaster ride for me the last few months.
This month has been much better and I am hopeful that with my clear focus on healing will continue to get rid of this disease. This is why my motivation and energy have not been high recently, but this morning it is back and I have so many people to thank. I will write a blog about those healers at a later date.
So as an energy healer, teacher and warrior I know that I chose this disease to help me along my journey of evolution. Believe me at times I have cursed it, but now that the cloud is lifted I can again see the lessons that have been given to me.
The most important is that the thoughts that you have and the energy that is around you makes a huge difference on your outlook on life and your ability to bring your desires to fruition.
And if I, for some reason, lose my awareness of this knowledge I will get sick again. So here I am making the statement that I will continue to stay aware of my energy and thoughts and if I forget I will ask for help.
Asking for help is very difficult for most of us, and I asked my guides and myself why. Mostly, I found that we have past-life and current life patterns that are continually reinforced, that we are alone and we must do it all ourselves. That is a lie. We can’t do it alone and we need to ask for help.
If we can see the beauty and truth in others, we will see the beauty and truth in ourselves, and that is the ultimate goal of truly being and loving ourselves. Once we are able to do that we can accomplish anything.
So from my illness I have learned that you have to love yourself to manifest your desires to be truly happy. Duh, didn’t I know that years ago. Yes, but I kept forgetting and it took years of illness to help me remember. I promise myself that I will work on remembering every day and if I forget I will ask for help. I will also help to remind you all as much as I can and be available to help you when you ask.
With much love,